Hi,
Yes im begining to think maybe this is the wrong tool. I have a list of 1000+ and growing. I want a good utility to control my mailing list and send emails to them. The list is used for readers of an online magazine and emails are sent out on new issues released and releated information.
I think like you say a PHP mailing list script will be better.
Can i ask do you have any recommendations for a good PHP mailing list manager, maybe open source? I didnt see any included in my cPanel.
edit: sorry just seen that phpList is a free mailing list manager. Thanks again 
Thanks for your help,
Alex